At this point I’m just ready to leave tumblr
I actually figured out the cause of my issue a second ago, it traces back to yesterday. I felt ignored all day with half of my family—largely because I think I was—and so I’m just being hypersensitive over things that involve me. I didn’t feel needed by them so now I’m projecting that feeling omnidirectionally which is shitty behavior but I’m feeling really alone.
I feel really bad about myself right now. Worse than I have in a while. I can’t even describe why. A couple small things that probably are harmless, but just, I feel like I’m making everything worse. I just want to feel like I’m not causing problems. I want to feel needed by the people I need.
If you got this link from Whoo BTW you’re both trash <3
I’m just gonna use this as a massive shitposting blog lol